Complete Apathy.

If anyone sees my motivation, could they please return it to me? I’m serious. It’s MIA. I blame the fact that I am tired.

I am tired of caring deeply when a student masters the Past Progressive.

I am tired of thinking up things to eat to keep from starving to death.

I am tired of telling myself, “Tomorrow I’ll go to the gym,” and then sleeping right through the alarm.

I am tired of feeling guilty for not writing my daily writing assignments, and guiltier for not finishing the goddamned novel.

I am tired of telling myself I need to lose some weight, and not doing anything about it. (See gym, above).

I am tired of waiting for the weekend.

I am tired of the to-do list that gets longer and longer and never shorter.

I am so incredibly tired of it all.

4 Comments to “Complete Apathy.”

  1. By Deb, March 14, 2007 @ 5:43 pm

    Maybe YOUR motivation and MY motivation are on a hot date.
    I’m gonna go for a nap…..

  2. By Liz, March 14, 2007 @ 10:08 pm

    It’s been going on for a while now. Possibly our motivations ahve moved in together and are shopping at Ikea for a couch.

  3. By gen, March 16, 2007 @ 8:57 am

    It’s obvious isn’t it? BOTH of your motivations have taken a holiday and are sitting there wondering where the TWO of you are. My suggestion – get your bags in order, turn off the phone and let Calgon take you away. Or buy a sun lamp.

  4. By Liz, March 16, 2007 @ 11:51 pm

    C’mon, Deb. Let’s go find our motivations. We can offer meaningless advice about thir lives together.

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